The Issue
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Apa kes sampai nk kena admit nie? Saya mengalami Pterygium. Definition;
Pterygium (Surfer's Eye) most often refers to a benign growth of the conjunctiva. A pterygium commonly grows from the nasal side of the sclera. It is usually present in the palpebral fissure. It is associated with, and thought to be caused by ultraviolet-light exposure (e.g., sunlight), low humidity, and dust. The predominance of pterygia on the nasal side is possibly a result of the sun's rays passing laterally through the cornea, where it undergoes refraction and becomes focused on the limbic area. Sunlight passes unobstructed from the lateralmedial limbus after passing through the cornea. On the contralateral (medial) side, however, the shadow of the nose medially reduces the intensity of sunlight focused on the lateral/temporal limbus. sumber: Wikipedia
Kenapa smpai nk operation?
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Mata nie asyik pedih jer..Kadang2 smpai merah2 akibat daripada sinaran cahaya. lampu kt shopping complex dan sewaktu dengannya. saya tak boleh pakai kacamata dlm jangkamasa yg lama. kalau tidak confirm mata jd merah & pedih. Actually selaput nie dh lama dh bertahta di mataku, since pregnantkan Nureen. bermakna dh empat tahun dah. So, dek kerana kakak saya yg bising2 dan tak tahan utk menghadapi kesakitan tue, makanya saya berani mengambil risiko utk berjumpa dengan pakar. Saya malas nk pergi ke GH kerana of coz jangka masa yg lama utk tunggu giliran. Maybe dalam masa yg terdekat nie pon belum tentu dapat saya lakukan pembedahan.
Operation
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Perasaan tue mmg berdebar2..Takut dan sewaktu dengannya. Mengikut pengalaman sesetengah owg yg pernah lalui operation nie, mostly diaorang laser jer. Me? tak menggunakan laser. Tapi, melalui pembedahan mata a.k.a, di sental2nya mata saya seperti membasuh baju. Dapat lihat percikan darah kat mata tue. That why doc minta tanggalkan tudung. takut terkena tudung. Bukannya fully bius yer..Saya dpt lg bercakap2 dgn doc & doc hanya berikan suntikan ubat kebas. Macam kita nk cabut gigi tue. After habis di buangnya selaput tue, baru ler doc amik lapisan tisu mata lain & tampal. Tak pasti plak mcm mn dia buang lapisan selapis selaput tue. Maybe gunakan pisau kot. Pastu saya dpt feel jahitan yg buatnya tue..ngeri mak! Tp syukur, semuanya selesai but tooks about 45min. Luckily Mr Hubby + Nureen dpt temankan..But diaorg kat luar lah. Then lepas tue br ler masuk ward.
Me jadi lanun!hak3..Ditemani oleh MEREKA yg menyayangi..:)
Rasa x puas jer bila sebelah mata di tutup. I can imagine macam mana ler dengan orang yg buta. Syukur kerana Allah Taala berikan penglihatan ini. Rasanya semua owg ada selaput nie, cuma byk or tak jer. Me mmg dh nk tutup lapisan hitam tue psl dia makin membesar. That why beranikan diri utk di bedah..:)
^_^ Thanks to my officemate yg concern & caring..& for kengkwn yg sudi dtg menjengah & of coz..ur WISHES!..:)